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Breathe-Taylor Swift |
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Just because you have my blog link or have me on Facebook does not know you know me.
Even if you see me everyday, it does not mean you know me.
There are many layers to me.
What you can glean from this blog is about 2% of me, since my posts here can be so general, and FB may let you know 8% of me?
I am afraid of letting people understanding me too well.
I am afraid of getting hurt.
That's probably as big a revelation into me that you'll ever get.
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| Musing. |
[09/19/09 @ 1:48 am] |
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The Outside- Taylor Swift |
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Probably.
I can't do what I'm now doing forever.
I've been here 6 months. What is there to show for it?
Time to start saving.
I want an overseas trip within the first quarter of next year.
Also currently actively hunting for a voice teacher.
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[08/11/09 @ 1:05 pm] |
It's not a good thing when I don't feel like going to work anymore.
And I'm tired of being asked to change my call queue all day long.
I am tempted to never take another mandarin call ever.
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[08/02/09 @ 11:35 pm] |
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I can't take this anymore.
I feel like I'm going to explode.
I need out.
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| 1 hour, 58 minutes to go. |
[07/26/09 @ 4:03 am] |
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You Raise Me Up- Celtic Woman |
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Sleeeeeeeeeeeepy.
*prays that there will be no calls*
Sigh.
Only ime I will go into the blended queue is when I work BOC shifts.
No one's about to laugh at my Cantonese.
The customer can't see me.
On a side note...
I should stop shopping.
Stop going out, for that matter.
I bought 5 books, a pair of shoes (necessary since my feet were killing me =P), a dress, a nice silver chain, and friendship necklaces today.
Oh and food. Scary amount spent on food and drinks.
Bank account is dwindling.
I'm not earning that much commission this month.
*sobs*
But I want the other two dresses.
One is so comfy and casual.
The other is pretty. But it's only 10% off. Expensive.
Scary.
But I had fun. Good company.
In the end, isn't that all that really matters?
Not as if I can bring money with me when I die, right?
=D
I hour, 41 minutes to go..
Zzzzz...
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[07/23/09 @ 2:02 pm] |
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In the end. does it really matter?
In 60 years, will it matter if I ever completed college?
Will it matter if I have a degree or not?
Life is short. Should we not be enjoying it as fully as possible while we can?
I don't want to end my life with regrets.
I want to live and be happy.
I don't want to be stuck in the rut of "go to college, graduate, get a job, get married, have kids..."
I don't want a cookie-cutter life.
I don't want one of those so called "perfect" lives.
I want to enjoy my life.
I want to be happy at what I do.
I want to be content.
I'm losing interest in my current job. The work environment isn't as fun as what it used to be anymore. It feels like I've been at work all day, when in reality, I'm only 1 hour and 10 minutes into my shift.
It's going to be another long day.
I need a new challenge.
I'm afraid of boredom.
Bored Liz = Discontented Liz = Unhappy Liz.
Not a good thing.
Meh.
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[07/22/09 @ 7:54 pm] |
I'm bored of my job...
And I'm tired of all the annoying people around me...especially those who are annoying in a bad way.
Is it really that hard to be content and happy?
I just want to find my happy place.
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[05/24/09 @ 9:52 pm] |
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Cry- Kelly Clarkson |
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Salesgirl: Thank you, ocome again. Btw, you look a bit like a chinese
Me: That's because I am chinese
Salesgirl: Oh. You don't look it.
Me: ...
On a side note, answering Mandarin calls can get quite amusing.
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[03/20/09 @ 6:18 pm] |
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Ikaw- Sarah Geronimo |
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I'm moving home.
I'm not sure if it's a good idea.
My room is currently an unlivable mess. Think 6 months worth of dust.
Boxes piled up in the middle of the room. (wtf)
It's hot. And stuffy.
I want a vacuum cleaner to suck away all the dust. No matter how I sweep, there is still dust.
I want air-con.
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| I really should be sleeping. |
[02/09/09 @ 12:25 am] |
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Say It- Rihanna |
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19 days to go. I don't care what he thinks anymore. I don't need anything from him. I'll say what I want to say. If he doesn't listen, not my problem anymore, I'm beyond caring for his profit. He disgusts and sickens me.
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On a side note, I am looking for new music I may like. I'm bored of everything I have. Almost 5000 songs, most that I have not listened to, but not really interested in those at the moment. Need new.
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[12/12/08 @ 6:41 pm] |
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Walking in the Air- Hayley Westenra |
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Midnight Sun-- Twilight from Edward Cullen's point of view.
My goodness.
Will there be no end to this hype??
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| Dreaming of you... |
[11/23/08 @ 7:10 pm] |
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Scarborough Fair- Hayley Westenra |
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Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight ! 
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[11/12/08 @ 12:24 pm] |
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Hmm, when I saw the news that Obama had won the election, I got this vague, uncomfortable feeling which I can't quite identify. It's kinda freaky that he's managed to make people believe that he's practically a god just by being charming/charismatic, or maybe a better word for this would be "slick"....without having done anything yet.
Everyone is talking about how he will bring "change", but what sort of change is he going to bring?
Some people are saying that it is a refreshing change to have an African-American President of the United States for once. Sure, it's a historical moment, but is the fact that he's black, or African American a good enough reason to elect him to the White House? I'm surprised by the number of people who thinks that he should be elected just because of his skin color.
On his website, change.gov, the Agenda says that:
"President-Elect Obama and Vice President-Elect Biden have developed innovative approaches to challenge the status quo in Washington and to bring about the kind of change America needs. The Obama Administration has a comprehensive and detailed agenda to carry out its policies. The principal priorities of the Obama Administration include: a plan to revive the economy, to fix our health care, education, and social security systems, to define a clear path to energy independence, to end the war in Iraq responsibly and finish our mission in Afghanistan, and to work with our allies to prevent Iran from developing a nuclear weapon, among many other domestic and foreign policy objectives."
Very...detailed plan indeed.
Good luck America and the world. I suppose time will tell if he's gonna bring "change"
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[10/06/08 @ 1:16 pm] |
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The lack of update is because I'm deciding to keep some thoughts/opinions/feelings private until I can decide what to do with them.
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[09/17/08 @ 6:07 pm] |
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Say that You Love Me- Regine Velasquez |
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I should really stop playing blonde females in ORGs. Not only am I easily busted, I'm starting to act like a dumb blonde lol. Figures that when I decide to go back to classes after 3 weeks, it's a public holiday and I made the trip for nothing. I should have known it was a public holiday when the streets were so quiet. -_-
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| 101% |
[08/31/08 @ 11:48 am] |
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The Gift- Jim Brickman |
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101%
>From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wondered about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21
22 23 24 25 26.
If:
H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K
8+1+18+4+23 + 15+18+11 = 98%
And:
K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E
11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%
But:
A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E
1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%
THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:
L-O-V-E- O-F-G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical
certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there , It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!
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[08/15/08 @ 1:04 pm] |
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I'm Sorry- Sarah Geronimo |
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I've been blowing my classses and assignments. The only class that holds any interest for me at all is Journalism. IDTP assg due sometime soon, no idea when, but I can't seem to make myself care. Help.
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[08/07/08 @ 11:50 pm] |
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Here I Am Again- Rachelle Ann Go |
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I‘m feeling really frustrated, and I’m not very sure why. I have 2 assignments and 2 quizzes (I think) due next week, but nothing has been done to prepare so far. One of them is pair work but I have not done anything to look for a partner. I’m not sure if I even care. All I do is stare mindlessly at the wall or at my computer screen. I don’t feel like doing anything. Someone help me.
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| Classes so far.... |
[08/06/08 @ 4:20 pm] |
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The Prayer- Chloe |
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Have been boring. For some reason, I feel oddly detatched this time. I think the point that I feel like I do not fit in with the rest of my classmates is one of the reasons why, but it hasn't affected me this way in the past two semesters. I feel so meh towards all my subjects and assignments. No enthusiasm or motivation whatsoever. :-/. Kinda weird that we have assignments before teaching even started.
I don't feel like doing any of my classes...but what can I do? I feel like I'm trapped in a cage. Ugh.
Actually I'd love it if I could defer for a semester, but I don't think it'll go down well with my parents. Sigh.
But yay for the new layout. :)
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